Learning to Listen

For the past couple years, I have been on a conscious journey of allowing myself to be nonproductive. I had been so uninspired and unmotivated for a long time, and I realized just how much I was forcing myself to be busy, even though i just felt like doing absolutely nothing!! This feeling was a direct message from Spirit to invoke healing but because of our get up and go go culture, I was continually ignoring my internal guidance.. I am now practicing to let go and live from a state of being instead of doing, as a means of teaching myself about my inherent self worth and how to trust in my divine covering... Can i tell y'all how difficult this is without the constant self critisism... If we can learn to journey through the different phases, moods, emotions and low vibrational aspects of our character/nature, without the self loathing, self hating, and harsh judgements.. If we could truly learn to love ourselves through it all! If we could speak kind words to ourselves when we falter, experience failure or even when we "do wrong or do bad" . If we can just allow ourselves to be human. Then we could break certain cycles and patterns that cause self sabotage, cause us to make stupid decisions and keep us from true success that is based in the knowing of who we truly are.. I'm talking about breaking generational curses placed upon us that keep us working, grinding, hyper vigilant, constantly worrying about the future and overly judgemental about where we currently are on our individual journey.. This is the real shadow work. Allowing your pride happiness and fullfullment to be generated at will, strictly from the inner realms!! This brings a tremendous level of quantum healing, because it allows you to take back your energy and siphon it correctly in and through your self.. This is what the idea of containment means... The ability to invoke and hold onto your joys and insights, and let it be a source of fuel for you, instead if giving it away to energy vampires.. It gives rise to your ability to channel brilliant ideas, that can catapult you on your journey. I have finally made a breakthrough on this path, meaning I can see clearly now why this is necessary.. I was in a state of deep mourning, in need of serious releasing and i couldnt even recognize this because i was too busy people pleasing!!! The truth is that we are eternal beings with the gift of eternal abundance and neverending existence, once we learn how to be obedient to the Spirit.... That Spirit is the Divine Mother Energy! Big Mama had brung me down to my knees. I felt a pain within my core that came from a place so so so sooo deep within my womb space. This pain was so deeply rooted that I knew instinctively it could not have been my own. It must have came from generations befor, and i can clearly see now, how ancestral wounds are passed on.. I will never forget that experience.. I cried for what seemed like hours, wailing like a baby and crying for my Mama.. The phrase, "they don't know the pain they cause to their mother", kept repeating in my psyche. I've been having these occurences of profuse crying for the past couple years, and once the tears come it's like a broken faucet..I give special thanks for all the people that have held space for me during my breakdowns.. or better yet, my breakthroughs... After the tears I had an unexpected throat chakra activation.. I started singing in these deep otherworldly tones I had never heard or experienced from myself or anyone else before.. In that moment I felt like a vessel or an instrument for energies needing to be released... It was truly the most profound thing I have ever experienced in my entire life... I know I'm all over the place with this story, but I write all of this to say,,, and im esspecially talking to my sisters! Please take the time to slow down and completely stop when you need to... Find whatever way you can, to take the time you need, to go within, listen to your body and process your emotions.. There is absolutely nothing more important for you to do! If it's something small, it might can take a day or so, but if you have deep generational wounds, it can sometimes take months or even years.... With the right amount of awareness, coupled with the right type of support, im sure the processing can be faster and easier! But it is of utmost importance that you give yourself the space and time to rest, do nothing and listen to your body. From this space you can then learn to transmute that energy, because it will open up your creativity.. I know it is hard for alot of women because we have been programmed since childhood to be Super Woman strong! But do you know that this is one of the main reasons for being born female... To develop the Emotional Body. Through it all, you are highly loved, provided for and protected!

through it all you are forever 💯 Worthy.

Feel free to DM me if you would like some more insight on how you can overcome the fear and shame that can come from implementing these feminine energy healing strategies... I want this for all my sisters, because the more we free our minds, and heal our wounds... The more we contribute to the healing of our Most High Divine Mother. Mother Nature...

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